Interesting dynamic with girl that i like

This isn't the girl you were dating? 

Aren't you part of the membership? There's guides specifically on this. Look at your meetup attempt. What the fuck is that

Please respond.

I am on the membership and yes thats the girl i am dating.I always plot the meetup in a smooth and cool way (as presented in the membership) but now i guess i let the moment get to me and just shoved whatever got to my mind because my last 5 attempts were blasted :))And i do have to the fact that she is a dork and studies like a maniac so i can give that to her.

I went last night at her dorm room and waited to scare the fuck out of her when she came back.I did that.She deserved it:))ha

(Grabbed her and kissed her but she was kinda dismissive so i knew fucking wont be on the table and i would have to work for it)

Then i go in and she goes: "No,dont take off your shoes...you came in the wrong moment...i have a test tomorrow and i need to study bla bla bla"

I said to myself i have to baby step this and let her blow steam at me without reacting.

"Yeah yeah...i wont be here long,bby"

Then she says something like: "You came and didnt bring some food?" in a sarcastic manner.

"Oh i did,its right next to here,just have to go pick it up.What do you want to eat?"

"No,nothing.I dont have time for that."

(Just so you know what kind of twisted girl she is:)) but by now i think its funny)

"Ok.I ll buy you healthy food.You will hate it"

"No,get some wings and fries"

Long story short,i go near her place to get some food and get back to her,eat  and go grab her and play with her body a bit but she is just not having it.I tell her she is gay and i m leaving her for the sexy old cleaning woman in the dorms if she doesnt give me a proper kiss.I just took this attitude of hers as it was and she might just wanted to get her shit done.+ the fact that she seems to have a complexity with the 70'' bush and didnt want to let me see her "not ready" to fuck :)) I say this because she also told me to shave my chest cause its hairy.OH HELL NAH.Sad but we ended up not fornicating :(

Another fact is that in like 3 weeks we go in a trip 2gether at her request .She asked me if i had plans and wanted to go somewhere before christmas.

My sticking points now are : 1) Should i be more assertive with her and grab her and almost rape her(fuck your school ,woman)  :))(joking...almost) when a situation like this arises or not?

2)I can see a slight power game that she wants to play with me because she wants to take the decisions and play by her calls and makes it as a challenge when i take a decision to just do it the other way just to see what happens.I dont know what to make of that.Is she testing my ability to blast her shit and get her ass str8 or not.Its the first time i encounter this "breed" of woman.Welcome to the real world,Andrew:))

Any update to this? She asked you to go on a trip with her when you came over? 

This was done before me getting to her place.

I think its the case that i should call get out on her shitty behaviour.

Last time we talked via text i asked get how was the test...No answer back.I call her out on it and she says:"yeah,its not the first time i do it :))".
I suspect a missing father figure in her life because she acts kinda shitty and expects to get away with it...but when i do something similar she acts all hurt and shit:))

Update:

Me: whats wrong with you lately?you seem a bit off your water

Her: huh?

Me: my real question is :whats with the shitty behaviour, girl?

Her: blablabla

This chick is trolling me hard:))is she nuts and wants me to get mad at her and just rape her like Howard Rourke:))?

No, dipshit. 

I was exaggerating but for real i have to admit that her behaviour confuses me and i think i might have a blindspot because i dont know how to handle this right

I have to mention that besides all that bs with being busy and shit...her Behavious turned a little shitty after i was at her place and i told her i loved her around me and when she asked me why i told her because how she makes me feel when i m with her.This could possibly be the X factor in this shitshow?

Any other rationalizations you want to get off your chest? Now's the time 

So i guess i m overthinking all this shit.

She wired her share of the cash for the trip yesterday but then again,didnt lost the opportunity to roast my balls:

Her: ok,bye bye salary.I wired the money.If i were to go alone i would have found something cheaper but whatever...

Me: i ll send them back

Her: hahaha

Oh she is gonna get it for this X.X

Ok personally I think she is making the wrong decision, but so be it she coulda picked worse. Tell her her resignation letter coulda been a bit more heartfelt tho.

Make sure you trim your body hair you dumb lazy fucker. 

Well the things were paid and shit so no use in not going now.But i was thinking i should tell her that after this we should end it because its clear that shit is not going lovely and not waste our time

So she's saying "bye bye salary" just for one last chance for you to get laid. Shit that's convenient 

This i dont understand.Why even bother to come with me if you Just bust my balls all the time and not even answer the phone when i call you.but to be honest i dont care:))i ll have fun

So how's this camping trip going? 

So we leave tomorow for the city we have the flight from.

Interesting observations.Bish does not talk to me too much but she is quick to call me up for help with things.So the last drop was when she hit me up for some help with editing a photo.I did not called her out on this fact but i did asked her whats with the shitty behaviour.

(calling her out on being lame and unresponsive)

Me:I always liked lifeless and butthurt persons...they are suuuuuch a turn on( NOT)

Her: just like you.

Her: well i dont like them.

Me: Well when i saw that i talk to the wall via chat i said i should flip the script and just not engage with you

Me: If what i said hit you so hard that turned you in this unpleasand thing ,i might take them back and maybe that way things back to normal:)) (talking about the fact that i said to her that i love how she makes me feel when she is around me)

Her: No,its not that.

Me: Then what?

Her: My energy doesnt like your energy

Me: too much for you?

Her: nah...try again.

Then i tell her my oppinion about the issue and she hits me back with a grammar nazy correction on a mistake i made in my text...pff...this bish acts like she is an uncalibrated child :))

I droped the shit because i will spend 4 days with her and i m not gonna make it more awful for me...i want to relax...and maybe say fuck you to her and go pick up some girls there...like i m lone-wolfing this trip bish,enjoy.

Naw just forget all that. Tolle out before you go. Stop seeing demons

Nevertheless this is a interesting situation.I will handle it to the best of my capacity if needed.Until then,i ll just do me and she will join the ride

So how'd this go? 

Long story short: found out this chick was a tottal wack job:))In a sad way.

I mean her personality surfaced let's say...the real one.Found out that she had kinda shity upbringing...problems with father and all that.

She was like a half robot half other creature:))i dont know how to explain...quite strange type .(I guess IT makes monsters:))

Anyway...we got there and i could feel she just had a shitty vibe and kinda blast her out of my vacation...we went to the club and we kinda splited doing our thing ...she got into a group of mainly guys and i was like : pff :))nice try dork...

I chatted some girls there but Israel is filled with shady dudes and i decided to play it on the lowkey(also because the club was in the fucking other side of the city).

Got bored and went back to her group and snached her from a dude who was hitting hard on her(just for the lulz) .That dude was off :)) She got kinda pissed and moved away from my hand:)) i was having a blast torturing her(sweet revenge).

Other than this was like going with my cousin to the beach and eating.

One strange thing she told me that really put the last nail in the coffin was when she told me how cheap i was out of the sudden.(when i paid for some shit and didnt said to her bitch where my money at :)) i said  meh,fuck it). She really was kinda rude with this.I m the last guy to be cheap and not buy shit but anyway...just to add this here.

After we got back in the country we hugged and splitted forever ..never talked to her.

As a wrap up :I didnt understand why her vibe tottaly change once i said to her i like her and spending time with her and all that.Might have been a itsy bitsy needy but nothing over the top.Just wanted to practice telling women verbaly how they make me feel(in another scene besides sexy times :)) ha). Once i told her that...something changed and that cool thing went away.

In the meanwhile i have to deal with what seems to be a break up with a older girl(29) which i set eyes on in my first dancing class:))The first thing i did was thinking about fucking her :))my dancing had to suffer that lesson.And its a thing for about 2 months...she recently broke up with her almost husband:))damn...canceled her wedding 3 months ahead and broke up with the poor guy.Cheated on him and told me how the priest told her not to tell him:))) lolz 

Anyway...i could feel her wanting for that boyfriend vibe but its not just for me...so yeah...sorry girl but thats all i can give ya...Kinda get in this situations on a daily basis with older girls.Is it the kids wanting and all that mid life crissis?

PS:Sorry for my typing but i m kinda drunk and tired now:))ha