awesome day

woke up at the crack of dawn, and ran out to the water did my morning meditation/ visualizations and still got to work 1/2 hour early .

my dietian has me on this very strict diet of like 2 pieces of meat and 3 bowls of veggies. I did my diet without missing a beat

I had a big project at work which required me to learn this complex programming language. I've been reading for a week now, well today I actually successfully

completed first day of that coding project pretty well. took me 9 hours !... I learned the material well  bc of my focus and discipline over the week.  its a success iof focusing and practicing properly.

For week i ve been trying to get my form down on these barbell exercises in the gym. theres like 5 of them. I spent an entire 2.5 hours watching videos about it and 

however awkward it was in the gym today, I completed the entire workout doing all 5 very new barbell exercises with perfect form.

whats funny is that, i didn't even reconcinze i did all these little things todya. i was more worried that i didn't get any numbers or how i would get more women in my life this week. The point is sometimes we dont really recognize how awesome we are.  Or the little awesome things. I know for me, that even know i dont recognize it , these little

success have improved  confidence just a tiny bit.

What is different about me , that has come with maturity is that i focus more on the process, on the day to day things , so that the big picture takes care of itself.  Today is one of those days .

Now All i need to get handled is my dating life, and for that, MW will be my next !