Crash and burn

I have been into so much eckart tolle lately that it kind of scares me to be honest, lol. Like Im not aggressive enough within myself, but thats not true. Anyway, tonight I had gone out to meet up with my wing. Memorial day weekend so supposed to be crazy and it was. I had been studying all this cellular medical material for a test I have coming up. THen I went to the beach for like 3 hours, got sunburned as hell then got a coffee to come back to the crib to study some more. Tried to nap before going out, couldnt sleep so I studied even more. Hooray for me.

Needless to say, I was not in a "party guy" mood but my wing was amped up so I jumped on to his band wagon. Basically, I went in to a great bar and tons of girls around and I'm just in a weird head space. Girls just werent really feeling my shit. I was basically a dial tone. This can be frustrating for newer guys who are super amped to get to an advanced level but even at that level sometimes your gonna have weird nights. That being said you should NOT get used to it but just be aware and accept these nights. My buddy ended up scoopin up this 7 that I was talking to and taking her home at like midnight.

So now I was by myself and in a weird head space, and I just allowed it to be. I went to 2 other bars approached all the 10's within site approached some 7's and 8's and I didnt really get anywhere. I eventually went home with zero fucking glory but I can feel good because I have no regrets either. I dont go home and beat myself up for shit I didnt do. I have thoughts such as "why didnt I pick that girl up and bring her to my side of the bar?: or  "fuck I didnt even touch that girl for 5 minutes". Hindsight is 20/20 isnt it. This is how you get up and down cycles in game. I can take this night and kind of regroup and put it towards tomorrow night. Of course, after I bang the hell out of this girl I'm seeing:)