Long Post: Please Read- major turning point AND a major sticking point
Sun, 08/19/2012 - 11:38
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iRkoA6WOXag
So tonight...
Something clicked...
I really really hope that katalyst can comment on this thread becuase he saw it all go down, he saw it in person and I think having somebody else comment on it from their perspective will actually help ME to understand what this "click" was... but it was something BIG.
Basically- for the first time since starting in this game... I was FULLY FULLY FULLY unstifled. Like COMPLETELY unstifled. But the important aspect was that it was COMPLETELY down to earth- like it was kept on a level that other people could connect with and wanted to connect with.
Literally- I walk in to the club and IMMEDIATELY I'm just fucking yelling and dancing and being awesome but for the first time- people didn't look at me like, "wtf"... instead- EVERYONE ELSE started joining in.
Like it started in the elevator where I had the entire elevator screaming with me and CRACKING the fuck up. Then we walk out of the elevator and me and katalyst are just SCREAMING at the top of our lungs, "FUCKING YOLOOOOOO BITCHES" and EVERYONE is staring at us like, "Who the fuck are these guys" Like we literally just walked in like we fucking OWNED the place- screaming at the top of our lungs, grabbing girls... it was controlled chaos
Then we head up the stairs to go to the rooftop and there are like 10 or so people and we're passing people on the way up and as soon as we get on the stairs I just start SCREAMING the lyrics to "country grammar" by nelly- IM GOIN DOWN DOWN BABY YO STREET IN A RANGE ROVER (mind you- this is like a SUPER SUPER exclusive venue where EVERYONE is just fuckin tryna be stuck up and cool... lmao and I'm just like not giving one iota of a fuck) and as I'm screaming the lyrics literally EVERYONE on the staircase and in the stairwell starts joing in and screaming the lyrics with me- Like i'm singing part of it and then like random groups of girls are finishing it up and screaming the next half of the lyrics... it was ACTUALLY rediculous
Katalyst- you gotta comment on that shit- lmao- it was nuts dude.
O- did I mention that this whole time I had one of the hottest girls I've ever been with in toe? Yeah... LOL as we get up the staircase, katalyst just looks at me and goes, "You have to pull that girl" and I just look at him and go, "I know. man... what can I say- when it's on it's on"
Also- I just wanna give Katalyst HUGE HUGE HUGE props- this guy was RIGHT FUCKING THERE WITH ME leadin the charge... I had NEVER seen this guy go off like this- he was SCREAMING the second he entered the club- acting like a fucking RETARD and... imagine that- people were LOVING IT... This guy walked into the venue and got out of the elevator before me and literally was just LEADING THE CHARGE OF FUN... fucking awesome man.
Also- For the first time MY VERBALS WERE OFF THE FUCKING CHAIN.... HOLY SHIT.... I was spitting verbals out of my fucking ASSSSSS.... I had girls just cracking the fuck up- running MASSSIVE PUSH but having it be FUNNY and so wihle I'm "Pushing" she's cracking up.. I had NEVER been able to do this before... I just had ZERO filter... my verbals were NUTS- I was spitting out fucking FIRE... like holy shit. It was like everything was coming together.
Okay so that's all good- fucking AMAZING actually.
BUT
HUGE STICKING POINT:
CLOSING THE FUCKING DEAL
I ended up chiln with the STUPID hot chick that I got to the venue with the whole night- pulled her back to my place... but like the ENTIRE NIGHT- she was literally like putting her hand on my neck whenever I would go in to makeout with her...
After 4 attempts- she FINALLY let up and we made out... but then the rest of the night it was the same deal- literally choking me any time I tried to make out with her... and NOT in like a "sexually playful" way... it was PISSING ME OFF...
She ended up going home but like she was so into me and yet wouldn't make out- she left the venue with me- went back to my place (but I din't have a key so we couldn't go to my room)
It was stupid... and like Ij ust don't know what the fuck I could have done more with this girl....
The whole time she kept saying that i "HAD" to be on drugs and that she just had never felt this way, this quickly with any other guy and it was "scaring" her... like she literally said that shit and I just didn't know what the fuck to do about it because it was LEGITAMATELY STOPPING her from doing anything with me.... she kept saying how she was, "Scared' and that it was happening too quickly and she didn't know why she felt the way she felt... which sounds cool if you're not at this point yet- but like... how the fuck do you deal with this?
There wasn't enough comfort in the WORLD to combat this shit- I literally walked on the beach, near the water with this girl for like an hour, telling her my ENTIRE LIFE STORY- all in an effort to combat this shit... but she just was basically... freaking out... lmao
And like she was super insecure- like kept saying how she didn't trust that I would call her again and all this shit... this girl was retarded hot too... like I didn't know what to do. lmao- like wtf?
Anyway- it was simaltaneously the most EPIC night I've ever had- in the sense, that some really really crazy shit finally CLICKED..... AND the most frusterating night I have EVER had...
Like to hear a girl basically tell you that she is TOO INTO YOU to hook up with you that night... is probably THE SINGLE MOST FRUSTERATING THING TO HEAR...
lmao- at one point we just got into an all out argument and there was insane amounts of drama
lol she kept saying, "You're so cute when you're angry"... wtf lol
And she's like, "Omg I've never acted like this around any other guy... like I NEVER have felt this way before.. it's just scary and I don't know why I have this feeling about you"... jesus guys... I legit don't know what I could have done.
Anyway- after she left I was just so fucking angry lmao... def. the most frusterating, "Almost pull" I've ever had. Simply becuase she was SO FUCKING INTO ME and yet... wouldn't even let me really make out with her... like we'd make out a bit and then she'd like choke me and always push me away...
But was escalating with me in every other way.. ugh guys. HELP
So tonight...
Something clicked...
I really really hope that katalyst can comment on this thread becuase he saw it all go down, he saw it in person and I think having somebody else comment on it from their perspective will actually help ME to understand what this "click" was... but it was something BIG.
Basically- for the first time since starting in this game... I was FULLY FULLY FULLY unstifled. Like COMPLETELY unstifled. But the important aspect was that it was COMPLETELY down to earth- like it was kept on a level that other people could connect with and wanted to connect with.
Literally- I walk in to the club and IMMEDIATELY I'm just fucking yelling and dancing and being awesome but for the first time- people didn't look at me like, "wtf"... instead- EVERYONE ELSE started joining in.
Like it started in the elevator where I had the entire elevator screaming with me and CRACKING the fuck up. Then we walk out of the elevator and me and katalyst are just SCREAMING at the top of our lungs, "FUCKING YOLOOOOOO BITCHES" and EVERYONE is staring at us like, "Who the fuck are these guys" Like we literally just walked in like we fucking OWNED the place- screaming at the top of our lungs, grabbing girls... it was controlled chaos
Then we head up the stairs to go to the rooftop and there are like 10 or so people and we're passing people on the way up and as soon as we get on the stairs I just start SCREAMING the lyrics to "country grammar" by nelly- IM GOIN DOWN DOWN BABY YO STREET IN A RANGE ROVER (mind you- this is like a SUPER SUPER exclusive venue where EVERYONE is just fuckin tryna be stuck up and cool... lmao and I'm just like not giving one iota of a fuck) and as I'm screaming the lyrics literally EVERYONE on the staircase and in the stairwell starts joing in and screaming the lyrics with me- Like i'm singing part of it and then like random groups of girls are finishing it up and screaming the next half of the lyrics... it was ACTUALLY rediculous
Katalyst- you gotta comment on that shit- lmao- it was nuts dude.
O- did I mention that this whole time I had one of the hottest girls I've ever been with in toe? Yeah... LOL as we get up the staircase, katalyst just looks at me and goes, "You have to pull that girl" and I just look at him and go, "I know. man... what can I say- when it's on it's on"
Also- I just wanna give Katalyst HUGE HUGE HUGE props- this guy was RIGHT FUCKING THERE WITH ME leadin the charge... I had NEVER seen this guy go off like this- he was SCREAMING the second he entered the club- acting like a fucking RETARD and... imagine that- people were LOVING IT... This guy walked into the venue and got out of the elevator before me and literally was just LEADING THE CHARGE OF FUN... fucking awesome man.
Also- For the first time MY VERBALS WERE OFF THE FUCKING CHAIN.... HOLY SHIT.... I was spitting verbals out of my fucking ASSSSSS.... I had girls just cracking the fuck up- running MASSSIVE PUSH but having it be FUNNY and so wihle I'm "Pushing" she's cracking up.. I had NEVER been able to do this before... I just had ZERO filter... my verbals were NUTS- I was spitting out fucking FIRE... like holy shit. It was like everything was coming together.
Okay so that's all good- fucking AMAZING actually.
BUT
HUGE STICKING POINT:
CLOSING THE FUCKING DEAL
I ended up chiln with the STUPID hot chick that I got to the venue with the whole night- pulled her back to my place... but like the ENTIRE NIGHT- she was literally like putting her hand on my neck whenever I would go in to makeout with her...
After 4 attempts- she FINALLY let up and we made out... but then the rest of the night it was the same deal- literally choking me any time I tried to make out with her... and NOT in like a "sexually playful" way... it was PISSING ME OFF...
She ended up going home but like she was so into me and yet wouldn't make out- she left the venue with me- went back to my place (but I din't have a key so we couldn't go to my room)
It was stupid... and like Ij ust don't know what the fuck I could have done more with this girl....
The whole time she kept saying that i "HAD" to be on drugs and that she just had never felt this way, this quickly with any other guy and it was "scaring" her... like she literally said that shit and I just didn't know what the fuck to do about it because it was LEGITAMATELY STOPPING her from doing anything with me.... she kept saying how she was, "Scared' and that it was happening too quickly and she didn't know why she felt the way she felt... which sounds cool if you're not at this point yet- but like... how the fuck do you deal with this?
There wasn't enough comfort in the WORLD to combat this shit- I literally walked on the beach, near the water with this girl for like an hour, telling her my ENTIRE LIFE STORY- all in an effort to combat this shit... but she just was basically... freaking out... lmao
And like she was super insecure- like kept saying how she didn't trust that I would call her again and all this shit... this girl was retarded hot too... like I didn't know what to do. lmao- like wtf?
Anyway- it was simaltaneously the most EPIC night I've ever had- in the sense, that some really really crazy shit finally CLICKED..... AND the most frusterating night I have EVER had...
Like to hear a girl basically tell you that she is TOO INTO YOU to hook up with you that night... is probably THE SINGLE MOST FRUSTERATING THING TO HEAR...
lmao- at one point we just got into an all out argument and there was insane amounts of drama
lol she kept saying, "You're so cute when you're angry"... wtf lol
And she's like, "Omg I've never acted like this around any other guy... like I NEVER have felt this way before.. it's just scary and I don't know why I have this feeling about you"... jesus guys... I legit don't know what I could have done.
Anyway- after she left I was just so fucking angry lmao... def. the most frusterating, "Almost pull" I've ever had. Simply becuase she was SO FUCKING INTO ME and yet... wouldn't even let me really make out with her... like we'd make out a bit and then she'd like choke me and always push me away...
But was escalating with me in every other way.. ugh guys. HELP
Sun, 08/19/2012 - 12:43
#1
Buddahgames.
@buddhagames:
Tonight was pretty special. I'll comment in extensive detail later because we have day game tomorrow and i got to get some shut-eye. But fuck tonight i think the three of us had some pretty breakthroughs. like motherfuckin Therapeutic beyond belief.
Lol that moment when we got into the club was BEYOND SPECIAL. You are incredible mann - my one fear is that you're going to find some 10 to cook ,clean , and always suck your dick and you'll go fuck this player shit...but WOW.. I've had crazy moments as i used to scream "PARTY TIMEEE OR AFRICAN DICKTATORRR" when i would go out solo but for us to be screaming YOLO and then singing Nelly like that was like pure fun and fuckin retardedness and awesomeness in one crazy bag. Literally everyone turned their heads and looked at us. Like i've done shit like that before but when we were in the stairwell - for everyone to sing with us that was some NEW shit. WOW. I wish we could have caught that moment in camera. I
In short, don't sweat it w/that girl. You were on fuckin fire tonight....For you to bounce that girl from one venue to the next and for her to never question you while we were sorting out the door situation while looking at you like you were GOD..I'm more than sure you'll Day 2 her - she might bring her friends along, might not. She just needs to work her insecurities out. But that girl was very very fuckin cute.
Btw your boy had a bathroom pull tonight - inches away from what we talked about what my life goal was while we were in the pisser on Friday night.... O GOD - literally a game of fuckin inches. hehe... but tonight was so fuckin magical. jeez.
YOLO.
Tonight was pretty special. I'll comment in extensive detail later because we have day game tomorrow and i got to get some shut-eye. But fuck tonight i think the three of us had some pretty breakthroughs. like motherfuckin Therapeutic beyond belief.
Lol that moment when we got into the club was BEYOND SPECIAL. You are incredible mann - my one fear is that you're going to find some 10 to cook ,clean , and always suck your dick and you'll go fuck this player shit...but WOW.. I've had crazy moments as i used to scream "PARTY TIMEEE OR AFRICAN DICKTATORRR" when i would go out solo but for us to be screaming YOLO and then singing Nelly like that was like pure fun and fuckin retardedness and awesomeness in one crazy bag. Literally everyone turned their heads and looked at us. Like i've done shit like that before but when we were in the stairwell - for everyone to sing with us that was some NEW shit. WOW. I wish we could have caught that moment in camera. I
In short, don't sweat it w/that girl. You were on fuckin fire tonight....For you to bounce that girl from one venue to the next and for her to never question you while we were sorting out the door situation while looking at you like you were GOD..I'm more than sure you'll Day 2 her - she might bring her friends along, might not. She just needs to work her insecurities out. But that girl was very very fuckin cute.
Btw your boy had a bathroom pull tonight - inches away from what we talked about what my life goal was while we were in the pisser on Friday night.... O GOD - literally a game of fuckin inches. hehe... but tonight was so fuckin magical. jeez.
YOLO.
Sun, 08/19/2012 - 16:50
#2
Re: Buddahgames.
@Katalyst:
OH MY FUCKIN GOD- YOUR LIFE GOAL DUDE?!?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?
Dude- what's funny is that I didn't even really see you AT ALL the entire night after that first like 10 minutes when we basically created fucking CHAOS at that club BUT.... I literally JUST FUCKING NEW that you HAD TO HAVE HAD A FUCKING AWESOMEEEE NIGHT...
Last night was special dude. Last night was a HUGE HUGE breakthrough.
lmao- that moment in the stairwell was just crazy... like we literally had this whole place ptu aside their "too cool for school" attitude and go NUTS with us. We led them to a better place and they were ALL willing to follow.
Jesus- daygame today... we HAVE to discuss this.
Also- Montaigne texted me that last night was, "The best night HES ever had"- literally EVERY member of the YOLO crew had their BEST NIGHT EVER last night...
Fucking so so so SICK dude.
OH MY FUCKIN GOD- YOUR LIFE GOAL DUDE?!?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?
Dude- what's funny is that I didn't even really see you AT ALL the entire night after that first like 10 minutes when we basically created fucking CHAOS at that club BUT.... I literally JUST FUCKING NEW that you HAD TO HAVE HAD A FUCKING AWESOMEEEE NIGHT...
Last night was special dude. Last night was a HUGE HUGE breakthrough.
lmao- that moment in the stairwell was just crazy... like we literally had this whole place ptu aside their "too cool for school" attitude and go NUTS with us. We led them to a better place and they were ALL willing to follow.
Jesus- daygame today... we HAVE to discuss this.
Also- Montaigne texted me that last night was, "The best night HES ever had"- literally EVERY member of the YOLO crew had their BEST NIGHT EVER last night...
Fucking so so so SICK dude.
Sun, 08/19/2012 - 17:58
#3
Re: Long Post: Please Read- major turning point
@buddhagames:
Thanks for the writeup. I've also noticed that when I'm on fire the girl literally can't BELIEVE what is happening, or at least that's what they say. They're like "what the fuck is happening, how are you doing this to me" haha, gotcha bitch
Could be total bullshit but it's happened multiple times to me now on day 2s.
Thanks for the writeup. I've also noticed that when I'm on fire the girl literally can't BELIEVE what is happening, or at least that's what they say. They're like "what the fuck is happening, how are you doing this to me" haha, gotcha bitch
Could be total bullshit but it's happened multiple times to me now on day 2s.