Kiss The Dream Goodbye
I'm at a crossroads, and it's a good one.
It's finally sinking in. There is no such animal that will get you every single girl you want. It's impossible.
Therefore, since that doesn't exist, whats left?
There are the girls you have a chance with. Out of those millions of girls, there are a few thousand within there that are worth your
SCREENING. Is she even worth having? Fuck the little boy games of chasing a girl down who kind of wants you so you have to
compromise to have her on her terms. What about girls who are actually feeling you and by you conducting yourself as an actual
MAN they do things on your, YOUR terms?
I am disgusted with some of my past actions in the game, now that I'm actually waking up more and more. I really did some abhorrent,
dishonorable, undignified, PUNK ASS shit. All in the name of getting a girl and/or keeping her.
SCREENING. Is she even worth having? Fuck the rest of that punk ass bullshit, if I'm coming equipt with the best game I can
come with, with my best foot forward and it's still not good enough for her, then she's not good enough for me. I don't need her.
I don't need anything from her. Period.
How do I know she's worth having? It's more than looks. She's gotta make me want to stay talking to her. What the fuck do I look
like to myself JUMPING through her hoops, being a fucking puppy, when I don't even like her? And even if I did, what the fuck
kind of respect do I have for myself and what can I expect from her by being a puppy? I don't care how it presents itself, if it's
aggressive, non aggressive etc, compromising yourself is compromising yourself.
I destroyed my own self-esteem coming into this community. I chased so much and compromised my character so much that I
lost respect for myself. Now I can see very clearly that with every lay that I worked hard yet didn't hold true to my character
I was just going further in the wrong direction, thinking that I could seduce every girl in my path.
It's a new day. It's time to play this the right way.