Does "over-interest" ever completely fade?

Before I get into my question, I’d like to provide a quick update of where I am coming from here. I took a BC with MW about maybe 2 years ago or so – and since – my life has changed unrecognizably. I’ve probably hooked up with literally 10-15x the amount of girls I have prior to the bootcamp; just dozens, and dozens, and dozens. Some not so amazing, some completely beyond what was my former realm of possibility. Really incredible stuff. For me – absolutely life changing. I find I constantly turn down (very likely) sex from girls that I am talking with, simply from a mixture of having so many options, and finally reaching a point where sex is not at all this huge *massively* valuable/rare thing that happens anymore. Who’d of thought I’d one day prefer going to the gym/going to sleep early by passing up a date with a cute girl. Not I..

Anyways – on to my question. Since I’ve experienced so much in the last couple years of my life – I find that me reacting to a girl/being overly interested in a girl to the point it becomes emotionally stressful (“oneitis” kinda) has seriously dwindled. Exponentially. HOWEVER – I find that it hasn’t exactly gone away FULLY..

I met a sex worker (Dominatrix/Escort) the other day, and have hung out with her twice. Both times at her place. The first time I didn’t try dominating her (lol) as she made it abundantly clear how often guys throw themselves at her and treat her like a goddess, how much sex she’s had in her life, etc. Truthfully, it was such a novel experience hanging out with someone like this as I’ve never really met anyone in the industry, let alone hung out with them alone and gotten to know them. That was satisfying enough for me at the time. The second time, it was 4 AM in the morning when I met her after she texted me how a date I went on was (and just finished having a super cute Asian gal blow me in her doorway) and the girl happened to live across the street from the other girl – wasn’t exactly feeling the sex at the moment – we just hung out, gave each other nudie massages and smoked weed.

I guess my question is – for those of you who are more experienced than I am and have been living this abundance lifestyle hardcore – does this “being very much interested” ever go away? I mean I’m by no means losing sleep over her/not eating – however I’d be lying if I said I did not care what she thought about me – I think about her more than I’d like to admit. There, I said it lol. I find a lot of the girls I meet nowadays don’t inspire/excite me the same way they once did – once I broke through my old way of living, I changed. A lot. I see them more of a silly, fun experience to be shared and not something that invokes deeper emotional feelings and curiosity – the “weight” hot girls once held has seriously lessened.

I feel as though as a result of this girls’ life experience – she’s not like most girls I meet. She’s VERY comfortable with herself and her body. She’s not shy/doesn’t have reservations about being herself. From us talking, I know she’s experienced a lot and is a very introspective, well spoken human. She’s also, much to my surprise, incredibly kind and giving. She’d made me like a million drinks, offered to make me dinner, gives me her weed, and is just a very kind person overall. Almost reminds me of what a hot, more girly version of Jon would be like meeting (HORRIFYING visual, I know. ;b). She’s also Poly.

For me, this isn’t even about the sex. Don’t get me wrong – I wouldn’t mind it (lol) – but I’m more interested in having her as a friend who I can hang out with and fuck when we want, much moreso than a strictly sexual relationship/person I see from time to time. I’ve had so much of it in the last couple weeks that it’s honestly TOO MUCH to handle. I feel like my craving for sex has gone down substantially as a result – my head used to be on a god damn swivel, and now it’s like - whatever. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing it ! Hopefully some of you know what I am describing here and I’m not alone..

My point is – hanging out with her makes me feel the same way hot girls once did when I was much younger – it invokes these feelings of interest, attraction, curiosity, and desire again. Such scrumptious emotions that I wish I could feel more often – but perhaps not to this exact degree. It doesn’t hurt that she’s mad cool and extremely self-aware – I feel as though she’s spent a lot of timing getting to know herself, what she wants/doesn’t want – which is refreshing. However – having said that – maybe it’s the fact that she’s who she is (profession..) that is responsible for how I feel and my mental associations surrounding that. I don’t know.

My point is – I find I’m much more “walking on eggshells” around her than I’ve felt in a VERY long time. And I realize this is a bad, bad situation to find myself in.. dangerous, even.

Does this dynamic ever escape you? It may sound silly, but, does one ever stop having this response ENTIRELY to every woman that gets your attention? I want to say no, and that at best it just seriously lessens, but never fades entirely. I don’t know. Do you guys still relate to what I’ve described above, or is this something of the past for you?

That’s where your experience is incredibly appreciated at this very moment.

Hope someone has something to share.

Thanks!